Blahhh

So today I've been in a BLAH mood.
I don't really know why. I don't think it's the rain because I've been kinda feeling like this for the past couple of days now...Strange.
Today's also been one of those days where I could've gotten so much stuff done but I just didn't feel like doing it..I would start to do something..Like organize my room or clean..But then I'd just stop half way through to sit on the couch and do nothing.
I didn't even go tanning!! Which is the easiest thing I could've done today!! Guess I saved myself from cancer today..Hahaha :)
I've been thinking a lot about the wedding today too. I really need to get everything organized and squared away..I feel like I'm not prepared at all!! And I don't really have that much time left either..But whatever. I'll get it all figured out eventually.
Something else I really need to start doing is working out again!! Blah!! That's probably the biggest reason why I'm in this BLAH mood..I can't even remember the last time I went to the gym :/
And I REALLY need to get some kind of toneage to my body before the wedding day :/ I feel like a GIANT MARSHMELLOW!!! :(
Whatever..Can't complain though..Because it's my own fault..It's not like working out is that difficult or time consuming. It's just so much easier to be lazy! I know understand why so many Americans are obese..It's so easy!!!
Another thing that I know is probably having something to do with my mood is all the different, random thoughts that are going through my mind.
I shouldn't really blog about them because it's not really appropriate. But just know that everything is fine and in the end everything will be fine.
It's just so stressful to get from point A to point B..Especially when you have no clear cut plan as to what to do!!
It makes my shoulders tense just thinking about it all.
I should probably go on that note..It's almost 11 and I have yet to back a bag for this weekend and I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow morning.
Good night <3